Getting There:)

I dunno if this decision is for good or not. I cant seem to see things clearly.How i wish i can see what is heading on to me. When i saw that bullshit profile pic of you in facebook?! Let me tell you but its just WTF thing in my sense. Cant you understand? Every time you add me i keep on ignoring that invitation of yours?Now, you added me again!Please!Its over!Cant you read between the lines?Or you are just too dumb to know about it?Im here,i already moved on. I keep on assuming that i have let you go,but you know whats the worst part?I realize that theirs no such thing as letting go. The scar and the memories remains. It will,but at least I had moved on. We are miles away. Its impossible for you not to move on. So cut the crap moffo!

I know theirs no closure really.I just left without even saying a word.You know why I did that?Coz' everytime i see that face of yours. My heart melts. My stupidity prolongs. The love that i gave you is too much and the hurts you gave is too much also. You keep on saying that you dont want to see me cry.You dont want to see me hurting. So tell me now, of all those things and the hurtings- you are just closing your eyes? Now, im trying to forgive and forget. I tried not to let my tears fall again. Im trying to be happy. Now that im gone, you just realize how important i am too you right? You wanted to give it a try again. But let me tell you, you have all the chances in the world when we are still together. When my martyrdom still existed. But you just throw it in a bin full of regrets.

One more kiss could be the best thing. But one more lie could be the worst. And all those thoughts are never resting. And you're not someone i deserve.

Adios!