past.finals.past.move on.

The rush is over. Final assignments. Final projects. Final presentation. Final exams. They are all now but just a glimpse of the past. Bo0o0o to finals!Sickness!A no sleep rule and so much hagardness (the word doesnt exist). I am now off as a third year irregular college student,as always. I am happy somehow. I am sad somehow. WTF! I wanna go home. But theirs something in me that says 'dont go home yet'. I am missing home so much. Oh well, I know they are missing me too. So help me God. So hard to decide.

Happiness!where are you? To be loved in return!where are you?

Just because i try not to talk about it. Doesnt mean im okay or im over it. That i feel better or that im ever going to be fine again:( Because there is always one face that i cant look at without emotion. Only one name that i hear, without old feelings returning. And just when i think I had moved on, i always remember the reasons why hold on this feelings for so long.

We are miles away now moffo!But why?? I wish their is also finals in this emotion of mine and will also remain as a glimpse of the past!

In tears:(